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i made a list

of all the things we talked about. 

everything. 

from my past to my future and everything in between. 

i even wrote down what didn't quite make sense. 

i found that list today,

and one line caught my eye. 

it read:  "Amanda ?"

 

DeeDee Monster

dee: iloveyou.

me: i love you. <3

me: Que tu haces?

dee: Working. Ure reading?

me: Stalker.

dee: I wasn't lying lol

me: lol. 

and just like that....i forget why i was so mad. <3 

I wonder if its worth it

Living your life causing mayhem,
Turning people's worlds upside down, and turning them inside out,
And leaving everyone you meet with a bad taste in their mouth.

How does it feel to leave a trail of bad karma?

smell is the sense most closely tied to memory.

 

i almost impulsively kicked a girl at the mall. she smelled like you.

i had a dream with you the other night...

you told me my ass was bigger than you remembered.

 

lol.

Who are you?

I fell in love with you last night,

and I can't wait to fall asleep tonight in hopes to see you again. 

nothing in this ungodly place matters more..

Bryan

Mason

Dear iPod,

FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you?

Tell me.

March 21, 2007

you changed the course of my life exactly 3 years ago today.